3D2N of SSC is finally over,
or rather 2 and a 1/2 days had passed.
was so quick larhs,
at the start of the camp i tot it would be a long camp
but now, eveything simply passed so quickly larh.
learnt a lot of stuff. as in really and truly.
would like to thank all the CLTs for imparting their knowledge to us.
LOL. most of them were so zai lah,
have to improve and learn to be more like them,
from after today onwards that is.
okay back to the details of the camp.

Day 1
the 5 of us, jy,joel,yy,dylan and i were split into individual platoons.
Zz. tot it would be so boring lah.
but not when i met bertrand's cousin, RYAN ONG!!
lol. he's from anderson sec, haha.
was a pretty nice person.
later on, had another fren.
called Khai Chong(dunno whether spell correctly anot, LOL!)
AKA goldfish
reason? his diam position simply looks like a goldfish. ahhaa.
and he's from raffles. like lol larh.
he's such a joker, likes to suan ppl especially.
but nice knowing the both of them.
kept the camp fun and going for me. lol.
apart from that, day 1 was merely lessons and talks i guess.
content-based, just listen and understand, nothing much.

Day 2
DRILLS MUTUAL TEST
a. FOOT DRILL MUTUAL TEST
b. ARM DRILL MUTUAL TEST

Foot drill was not bad i guess,at least better than arm i tink. lol.
was so nervous when about to teach,
but the squad of 5 reduced my nervousness by like 95%?! haha.
so it was quite smooth i guess.
so basically foot and arm is like the same teaching style,
juz that in a much slacker atmosphere i tink.

Day 3
Foot&Arm drills lesson!!
woots. was waiting for it since the start of the camp.
the drills were cool larh, though some were alr being taught by senior desheng.
hahas. was basically a fun day for the last.
then there was the graduation ceremony.
would like to congrats junyuan for being platoon 5's POC.
he was like still being humble and saying,
'no larh, i sure would get one' in the morning when i asked him.
stupid USM. sure gonna get it from everybody on mon/next training.
oh btw, some changes in the posting system.
SSG WOON JUNYUAN: USM
SSG JOEL KOH : ASM
SSG DYLAN HAN : CSM
SSG YUAN YE : CSM
SSG EUGENE NAH : CSM
WOOTS! csm leh. lol.

ok larh, i guess i shall end today's post for now.
once again, congratz to all who completed this prestigious course!
hip hip hooray!

ok this shall be a short post.
sorry bout nt posting on the 15th gc.
juz recovered from fever. ZZ. sunday till now.
and i still have headache now larhs. sian.
had to miss so many things this few days.
SA21 trainfire !! argh. juz missed it like that.
anw, hope that i can get well in time,
to be able to attend the chinese drama tonight.
haha. and it's like 7hrs from now ? zz.
nothing much alr i guess.
god bless me. lol.

ok, i noe i hasnt been updating.
anw, at least i have things to talk abt this time. =p
school was kinda boring today and the past mths.
tests till crazy. sian.
training was kinda ok i suppose.
but at least i, um, am able to more confidently face up to the Part As
um, guess this is my new-found courage. haha.
confidence booster!
perharps it's due to the what happened last training bah.
decided that i shudnt always depend on him that much.
over-reliance on smbody can kill! lol.
after all, i guess it's better to depend on yourself.
what's more, what is a udi for if his specs are always running the show?
anw, this is juz the starting of my journey to be a better leader,
and hopefully, a better person. =)
so im done, now it comes down to my specialists!! 3SG CHEN JIANHONG .

this morning in mrt:
ME: you need to be more confident!
CHEN: i trying already, but everytime i say the command, some of them would
laugh at me.
ME: your voice when shouting command too funny liao la. never mind, later training
you take attendance or otherwise, be in charge of the Part As for the time being.
CHEN: I want to shine!
ME: yeah sure .

*the above conversation is not accurate,as it's based on my recount. haha.
juz get the gist of it then can liao.

NOTE: the very quiet jianhong finally WANTS TO SHINE! keep it up jh !

tmr still hafta do EL LOTF project, sian. haha.
signing off ~

ok, i noe i hasnt been updating.
anw, at least i have things to talk abt this time. =p
school was kinda boring today and the past mths.
tests till crazy. sian.
training was kinda ok i suppose.
but at least i, um, am able to more confidently face up to the Part As
um, guess this is my new-found courage. haha.
confidence booster!
perharps it's due to the what happened last training bah.
decided that i shudnt always depend on him that much.
over-reliance on smbody can kill! lol.
after all, i guess it's better to depend on yourself.
what's more, what is a udi for if his specs are always running the show?
anw, this is juz the starting of my journey to be a better leader,
and hopefully, a better person. =)
so im done, now it comes down to my specialists!! 3SG CHEN JIANHONG .

this morning in mrt:
ME: you need to be more confident!
CHEN: i trying already, but everytime i say the command, some of them would
laugh at me.
ME: your voice when shouting command too funny liao la. never mind, later training
you take attendance or otherwise, be in charge of the Part As for the time being.
CHEN: I want to shine!
ME: yeah sure .

*the above conversation is not accurate,as it's based on my recount. haha.
juz get the gist of it then can liao.

NOTE: the very quiet jianhong finally WANTS TO SHINE! keep it up jh !

tmr still hafta do EL LOTF project, sian. haha.
signing off ~ scheduled 10:23:00 PM by confusion Delete

yeah i tried . but i suppose that's not enough .
haha . results has been the worry for all for the sec 3 cohort this past few days.
it's like exam just finished last week and the results are given back the wk after?
wow . too much for me to take i suppose . especially for english . Zzz .
it's like i onli got 19.5/50 for paper 2 . that's like woah . failed thoroughly.
tot i would actually improve frm last term's 21/50 . apparantly i didnt .
need to seriously buck up . if i go on like that, im gnna get RETAINED .
yes, retained . striving harder is all i can do .
physics and the humanities isnt going well either .
like top 60's mark range was from 63-88 and i got like 59?? far cry from it .
zz . humanitites was screwed due to me acting smart and spotting questions.
in the end, none of it came out.
morale of the story?
don't spot questions . lol .
well i got 14/25 . and that's crap . dang .
chemistry was slightly better , 72.5/100 . but isnt the exact total score i tink .
maths is always there to save me i suppose , though i deproved ..
i got like 36/40 and 54/60 for E Maths . so considered quite lucky ,
though i expected higher grades . oops.
A Maths was a disappointment too, 71/80.
compared to the others, it's nothing . teeny weeny .
oh one more thing . chinese . the marks for both languages is crap though .
chinese was 84/140 . freak . owned by so many many people .
got to improve it . seems like i need to put in so much more .
tomorrow's bio and pure paper and SS, i think. hope i do well in them.
wish me luck . and lucks to all who are waiting for their results !
haha . bye =)

right . quite some time since my last post . again .
having e-learning now . LOL .
slaccking and waiting for maths to come .
ZZZ . so bored now.
anyway, april has been a busy month for me,
or rather, for everybody.
SYFs, competitions, POPs.(mine's still long)
well .. how i wish the june holidays could come quick .
sec 3 camp ! woots ! annual camp ! haha.
well i just hope everything goes well for everyone .
gotta do maths liaos . bye ~

3 months since the last post .
much have changed ever since .
friends .
class.
subjects.
everything.
i suppose im still trying to cope with this change,
though it's like March alr.
CMR's over the week before.
Rejoice or Cry?
i suppose i somehow ended up with the latter.
EL paper simply isnt giving me an encouraging start on english
a mere 21/50 practically killed me .
for the first time, i fared so lousy in EL .
for the first time, i got so affected over results.
for the first time, i realised how much effort i still had to put in to catch up
sec 3 life's hard. Zzz...
and for the first and last time, im going to do well in my subjects.
after all, this proverb : 失败乃成功之母 still stands true,
for me that is. well, i suppose it's WORK HARD TILL YOU MAKE IT!
to those reading this post, let my failure be a reminder to you to not give up so easily.
work hard . play hard .

lastly, thanks friend . for giving me courage to carry on and to not give up.
may god bless you =)

December started off quite hectic,
with the OAL camp frm 2-4dec .
having to walk frm bishan to changi.
quite scary huh? haha. tiring i suppose. lol.
kena Mr G.K.Y. tiok him sure die liao.
percentage of surviving entire hike: 50%?
that's lame. lol. anyway, sad to say my group didnt finish the hike.
sad. but the process was fun though. had quite an experience.
day2 was kayaking, which was also fun. lol. yet things didnt start off quite well,
withh jian hong and me feeling a little nauseous at the start(kayak was 2person),
due to the constant rafting up. Zzz.
Last day was lessons on belaying. had challenge pole to play with though.

not long after the camp, when to KL with my relatives. 7-10dec.
was very enjoyable, though we spent almost all 4days shopping for clothings. haha.
Shopaholic! lol. so here i am, 1 day after the trip, not knowing what to do.
*still have essay to write* *whines* *sob sob*
so sian larh. well, i gotta go .
lucks=)